Here I sit

Here I sit
Doing the exact same motions as
Yesterday
Thinking the exact same thoughts as
Yesterday
Feeling the exact same void as
Yesterday

Here I sit
In a trance thinking about us
Even when in the back of mind
And in my heart there is no us

Here I sit
Hopeful for tomorrow
Cautious for the spell to break
It will eventually I know

Here I sit
On the fringe of delight
Of experiencing love
With someone new

Here I sit
Envisioning a carefree
Tomorrow
Permitting a change to take hold
Tomorrow
Strengthening my soul for all of my
Tomorrows.